yuck.

today i have a bad case of the yuckies.

i just feel totally off.

not so much in a physical sense but more of an emotional one.

aren't emotions just funny?

at church on sunday rev. robin was talking about the story of hannah and how

she was talking to god in the temple, people thought she was drunk.

but isnt that the truth anytime a woman gets emotional people always want to blame in on something.

she's drunk

she's pregnant

she's on her period

she's a crazy person

you know where im going with this...

what is so wrong about just being emotional.

my husband and his family have an interesting dynamic compared to my family. they are so nice and so polite and well mannered and everyone just kind of does there own thing.

my family is loud and a little rough around the edges. we talk about everything and we share emotions and sometimes we even SHOW emotion towards one another, that could be anything from a hug or kiss to a few choice words and some tears.

i love my crazy family for being who they are. i love them because they love me. no matter what. no matter what sort of emotional meltdown i happen to be having this week, they look at me with love.

so i will sit here today watching trashy tv hanging out with my bestie macy and cry if i feel like it. and that is ok.

let me tell you it is a great feeling.