one time only.

so i will be trying to blog more on this thing.

i think why i like this so much is that i know no one else reads this.

it feels like my own little secret spot in cyber-space.

this weekend was really interesting.

i spent it going what i would call "grown up things"

and i am a proud new aunt to caleb isaiah.

i was talking to my sister today (as i do everyday)

that i have no idea what is in store for my future.

joe and i are getting married in september. which is exciting.

starting the next chapter in my life. but career wise i have no idea.

i am a public relations major, and i just dont know where to put my heart.

i have been really thinking about teaching but that would require more school,

but all in all i think that i could handle more school. i just dont know what to do.

i dont have high expectations for myself career wise. i guess i wouldnt consider them low expectations, just realistic ones.  i would be perfectly content having a job that society considers not acceptable for a college graduate as long as it made my happy. i dont want a career just for no other reason than to make money.

i have never had money.

i most likely never will.

and i dont plan on having much anytime soon.

so as long as i am happy. im sticking with it.

so i guess i am making a promise to myself not to settle, for anything in any part of my life. 

i've only got one shot, so i plan on making it good.