i do not like grand view college. and that is okay. i am entitled to those feelings. i just dont know why it is so hard for me to comprehend or why it is so hard for me just to accept the fact that i am not a failure but grand view has failed in the expectations i had for it. i DO NOT want to be here next semester. so where do i go? that is a very good question. i have not a clue. i have re-applied to central and i have applied to luther. the sky is the limit really. i have no idea where this next chapter in my life is going to unfold. so i am praying for direction. because it will be good. god is good all of the time and he knows my plans and my purpose. it just bums me out being sad all the time :( . i am loved.