I know i havent blogged on here for a long time, but no one reads this anyway! i am so excited for spring! the world is awakening from the slumber of winter. its amazing to see things coming to life. this is also the prayer i have for myself. i want to awake from this slumber i have been in. this slumber of apathy. its killing me. it is taking the life right out of me. i dont do anything, where is my passion? where is my heart for things? it may be sleeping, but it is time to AWAKE! the time is now for change i am the ONLY one who can make changes in my life. i need to spend more time with jesus, i put so much effort in all my other relationships that i feel exausted when it comes to spending time with the lord. that is very lame. but the world is in a time of change i pray that my heart follows that theme of change.

oh yeah, i dont know but i think love is blooming too, and lots of it. alleluiah.